In
life, there are different things that God has given for you to learn. It can be
a circumstance wherein in the end, you will realize something. There can also
be time wherein you will endure some pains, physically and even emotionally.
Yes, it's a hard feeling but be thankful because it's God's way of testing you
whether you will be still a follower or not.
These
past few days, I'm so tired. Maybe, it's because of my studies. Another was
doing the household chores and doing some stuff to be done as soon as possible.
Yes, I'm a busy girl. If I can make myself “3-in-1”, I guess, I can work easier
and faster. It will be a big help for me
because I would not be a super woman any more. But it wouldn't happen for it's
just a fantasy. By the way, let me recall the things I've learn as the days
passed by. Last Monday, I learn something about Volleyball. I hate this game
for it hurt me many times. That's why, when we have our time to play last
Monday, I also joined. But when I saw the ball approaching in front of me, I
ran instead of hitting it back that cause my classmates laugh at me. I can
relate that to what I've experience like problems. There are times that I keep
on making myself busy or didn't mind the things at all just to escape from
facing the reality. Maybe, I know that it will strike my whole life for me to
realize why these things are happening to me. Because of that experience, I
don't know how I can perform in front of other people. I always think that if
I've got mistaken, they would laugh. That's why my attitude of being shy is
still within me. Sometimes, I think, "Why did I take this course if I know
to myself that I'm not capable in handling this profession in the future
because I'm so shy?" Then Sir Ed told us, "That's the reason why we
have Principles of Teaching." He also said that at first, you don't know
how and what to do. But because someone or something is motivating you, believe
that you can. I realize many things because of that simple experience last
Monday morning. Our P.E. teacher told me why I'm afraid in playing volleyball.
I told him the reason why but he added, "How can you learn if at the first
place, you're afraid to try?" Then I made a conclusion, "Why not
trying? There's nothing wrong with that. At least, you try."
When
we experience something, we get something to learn in the end. At first, we're
afraid to try something new because we don't know where to start and how to do
it. But always remember God's will and believe that everything happens for a
reason and that reason can make you a better person.